rhom.

this process…in being centered, kind, and patient.

My heart is broken and it is something to be very real with myself about. But through this struggle it has been crucial for me to realize the beauty that life has right in front of me: to be alive and breathing, eating well, my health, a loving family, a strong and caring mother, things that are there that you never noticed before, and just the overall moments of calmness that comes with realizing the simple and free things in life. To let this fill my body and heart is important…it is a lesson in realizing the continual unraveling of life and how even if it may seem unfair, there are lessons to be learned.

I move for myself for now to hope for better days and see myself standing strong again but more humbled by the universe and to give thanks and positive energy to it at all times. This is where I begin to grow with love again.

I turn in my thesis this week in SFSU as well as go in for a job interview in San Francisco with hopes to restart and rebuild my life here in SF again. I want to remind myself that the past is the past and that new days are coming to grow and become more of myself with love and hope.

Good night world.